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The conductor traverses across the length of the bus looking at his either side while feverishly clicking away his clipper to gain attention. “Ticket Ticket” he screams. “Banni, illi ticket?” he asks. I wave out to him and mouth “ITPL” from a distance. He hands out a receipt to me and grabs the 50 rupee note from my hand. I try to tell him that he ought to return 3 rupees to me. My cries fall on deaf ears. I tear the ticket in retaliation and toss it out of the window. “Excuse me?” I hear someone faintly call out to me. “You, mister! Yes, you!” she reaches out and taps on my shoulder. I unplug my earphones to understand the matter. Blown away by her beauty, I make an effort to comprehend her words. Her mouth moves in slow motion in my imagination. She seems agitated, I can tell from the frown between her eyebrows. “Click!” She snaps her fingers to regain my attention. “How can you be so irresponsible?” She asks. I shrug, not being able to understand the context. She rolls her eyes and ...
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Ramblings about life in general

I wasn’t feeling my usual self for these last couple of months. Reading has taken a backseat forever and lethargy seems to have taken over. I do occasionally devour some light-hearted stuff from Chetan Bhagat or Nancy Drew(I know, cringeworthy!) but the idea is to do what I like, and not what I am supposed to do. The pressure to live upto the expectations that I have set for myself is gut-wrenching at times, however, what’s life without these set of rules? I would just be an aimless soul wandering through the streets of the ‘oh-so-familiar’ life. Speaking of wanderings, it appears that lives have resumed to normal for many. I gauge this from the general sentiment over my social media feed. Remember how each of us had turned into some sort of a social media junkie in 2020? I have lost count of the number of  folks who had resolved to pick up some form of talent and monetise it over Youtube, Insta or blogger. I myself had resorted to exploring various forms of my talent like exercise...

A day spent in the lap of nature

The concept of eco-farms has been quite a rage for some time. It encourages a sustainable way of farming which works in harmony with the environment. It is estimated that farming accounts for close to 86% of Green House Gas emissions (source: Google) and there is a growing need to arrest these mal effects in whatever way possible. Recently, the cab aggregator Ola has launched its line of e-scooters, the bookings for which were handled solely via an application developed for this purpose. None of the consumers showed an interest in test-driving the vehicle, which speaks of a shift in the way they have started to approach the buying process. Such is the power of the technology! It is the future and the customers are willing to go the extra mile in order to adopt it. After all, it leaves a softer carbon footprint on the planet. State governments are also offering umpteen subsidies and relaxation of road & registration tax rules in order to encourage adoption of Electric Vehicles. ...

I tried to be Funny.

You know how there are some people who are perennially on a high? Like the moment they wake up in the morning, they are full of zest, armed with a wide smile to face the day? The ones who also happen to be the first to message a "Goood Morningggg" on the family Whatsapp group. Don't such people annoy the hell out of you?  I, for one, struggle to even get out of my bed on most mornings. The moment I wake up, I need to gather a couple of minutes to fathom how groggy is my head and count how many of my joints and muscles are sore. The next few minutes are then wasted scrolling through social media, hoping to find some sort of inspiration to face the day. Alas, my feed gets hijacked by posts from these so called "motivators" or "lifestyle influencers".  I dig my face into my pillow and muffle a loud cry. Speaking of influencers, does a constant flow of motivational content on your feed inspire you? or do you also feel demotivated on watching someone consis...

The road less taken

They set off in their monstrous SUV in order to reach fort Aguada which was nestled on a hilltop.It had been a while since the mother-daughter duo had ventured out together for a drive. Known to be a very famous tourist destination for decades, they anticipated a crowd. They spotted a humble traveller who was resting his tired feet by leaning against the barricade surrounding the area of the fort. He seemed engrossed with his smartphone. The roar of their engine caught his attention. The fact that she was a woman driver, even more. It might have been a divine realisation for him that she needed parking assistance as his fingers instantaneously sprung into action. He directed her with the help of his palms while she mindlessly adhered to him.Her mom anxiously jumped in the passenger seat though. After a successful parking attempt followed by a physical inspection to ensure that all the already locked doors are locked, they proceeded towards the gigantic iron gate at the entrance. Enrout...

House of Commons

She pushed away the branch of a shrub which came in her way as she struggled to follow the muddy path in front of her. It left a scratch on her elbow.  “Ouch!” she screamed. Somehow, the pain she experienced was inversely proportional to the depth of the wound on her skin. When she once rammed into the  edge of a wall as a kid, her mother’s alarmed reaction made her realise she was bleeding from her forehead. Until then, she was oblivious of the damage and was happily frolicking around butterflies in the garden. Her brother tapped on her shoulder to gain her attention. She shrugged with irritation and moved her head to see a palatial bungalow in front of her. Close to 10 feet in height and orange in colour, it flaunted the Portuguese style of architecture replete with circular windows which were lined with oyster shells, an art which is already declining in the state. The roof was lined with Mangalorean tiles, half of which were in a dilapidated state. The porch had a tiny wel...

Pensive end to a dull day

Somedays are just like that - mundane, irritating and lacklustre. And on such days, god help me if anyone tries to strike a conversation with me. Is it just me? I wonder. Are there others who cringe at the thought of a mindless conversation? Was i always like this? I continue to wonder. If i wasn’t, why am i now? And hence, the snowball kicks into motion. No matter how frustrating it gets, if you manage to pull off even one activity that adds lustre to your day, it’s worth it my friend. I just played a coherent song of 4 chords today - the one which i have been practising relentlessly for god know how many years! I also connected with a long lost senior on the pretext of a job referral - the one who I admired as a child as she graduated from high school. Every tiny act makes a difference. It is difficult to notice it in the moment, but i am hoping it would add up when i eventually look back. Until then, keep striving.